WORLDISH

Okay, my bad for the horrible sounding title I chose for this post. That was the first name that came to my mind when I thought of actually posting something new in here at Vox. It's unbelievable I've been a part of Vox since the second half of 2006, and I haven't posted anything here in a long time. FYI, Disarmonia Mundi is this really brilliant trio that does melodeth. There's a song by the name Celestial Furnace, which you must check out.

Now just so you know, the really teenage-ish sounding posts in here standing tall since 2006 might sound stupid and chindish, but come on, that's two years ago. You know how kids were those days. I was naive, uuterly naive. They think they know it all when actually they don't. They are so naive to everything that happens around them, and they try their best to make themselves feel like something they are not. What I mean to say is, No, I'm NOT a hopeless romantic. 2006 was a big mistake. Come to think of it, so was 1988, 1989,1990, 1991, 1992 ...  2008. It just doesn't end. You do stuff you shouldn't, and tell yourself that that's the last time. You ignore people who care, and you regret the next day itself. Blame the human nature, it's high time we pulled up our socks (obviously, everyone pulls his own pair) and got things right.

Delhi heat is a pain. And so are the power cuts if you're on the outskirts of the town. I have 4 more exams to go. Once that is over by May 24th, there shall begin the result dilemma. There is no end to this .. there's never an end to this.

I have this gut feeling within me that I don't deserve to be with you. I'll keep it short .. I have a look that sucks, I have an attitude towards you that sucks. You deserve people way better than me in your life, and you have many of them. You asked me never to leave you, and I assure you I'll be there when needed. But I guess it's time to increase some distance, so that I can punish myself for the wrong I did to you. I want to emerge as a 'better me' in front of you. I'll wont keep in touch for the next one month, till Christmas you can say. I will try to death to make a better person out of myself. I want to apologize beforehand 'cause I wont be saying a "Good Night" anymore for the next one month or so. Ever since I've known you, I've made sure I at least messaged you a "Good Night" .. but it won't be that way until your birthday.

I have some plans for your birthday. I want to come down to your city and I want to drop you some flowers. I guess I will leave it on you to decide if you want me back or not.

I'm not far baby, I'm not far at all. You'll find this buddy of yours whenever you'll look around and search a little. You'll see this buddy of yours whenever you'll close your eyes and call deep within your heart.

This blog of mine shall be the place where I wont miss an opportunity to kiss you good night.

You have to look after yourself, you have to keep smiling. And you have to know that there's this guy somewhere in the world who'll be happy just because you'll be happy too. I love you *kisses* Good Night .. you're my Jaan.

It all begins, yet again, for the umpteenth time. And what's left behind is no more than forgotten user IDs, lost passwords and 'not-better-than-this' blogs. Two days to go and it will be my eighteenth birthday. I shall enter the adult world, but looks like not much is going to change, except for the fact that I will be allowed to vote! But really, like it matters ...

I'm stuck to two TV shows lately - Lost (Season 3) & Supernatural (Season 2). The people at Lost said that Season 3 was going to be the sexiest of all the seasons, specially after the first two. But I am yet to notice anything that great. Except for the point in the story where Echo died, I guess all the other episodes have been a bitch. Now, what the need for this huge gap of almost 3 months between Episode 6 and Episode 7?

Now about another one of my favorites - Supernatural. Season 1 was awesome to say the least, and season 2 is doing pretty good too. The magic of season 1 is yet to arrive, but these people have given the show a good start. It ain't really that scary yet, but I'm sure it will be back on track in no time. And as always, Dean Winchester (Jared Padalecki) is doing better than Sam Winchester (Jensen Ackles). I bet their dead father will be back in the coming episodes.

And as far as my personal life is concerned, I guess I'll just keep my promises to an old good friend of mine.